soo i have a few interviews coming up over the next few days wish me luck please!
i need all the money i can get for college! its better hours for more money i was reading thinking hey whats the catch ha


how are you all!
i been doing soo well with eating over the past couple of days hardly touched a thing and lost 5 pounds i ate average amount today though! like some pasta ext i dont want to feel tired or grumpy for tomorrow as i do have a interview!
i went for a really long walk this morning so im sure it will all even out!
what has everyone else been doign with there diets over the past few days?? i found that if you drink coffee like this

get a pint glass..

one big tea spoon coffee and 1 sugar put a shot of hot water and mix!
then add cold milk 3 quarters of the glass and add ice drink it fairly fast and then a drink of water you do not feel hungry or anything for hours it completely knocks you from feeling hungry!
i love it specially when its first thing in the morning.. you dont want to be on diet pepsi straight away :)


xxx

ooo yes!!!
when i was seeing a guy in school he was sorting out my best friend at the same time all the way through are 2 year relationship, now the only thing that would fix that is his package cut off

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so i just woke up!!
fucking tired and have to start getting ready for work in like... NOW

getting so annoyed cause this guy i am sort of seeing is like totally taking me for a ride!
and its not like im even getting and sex out of it!
anyone that reads this please can you tell me what you think!? so its started a few weeks ago, iv known him for a while and we always been fairly good friends but recently the dirty talk kicked in!

some days he is amazing doing his best to cheer me up when im down and telling me i like hot when im quite clearly looking drag!
but its sweet...
we have such a laugh and sometimes talk for hours

but and its a bit BUT
he does have a girl ekkk and wooooops
he cheats on her all the time and only with her for comfort, he slightly insercure you see.
she doesnt really bother me, its just wen he goes funny.
like half way through a convo goes blunt! i no she is not there cause she live in london he is recording at the moment so only with the rest of the band :s

sometimes he comes online just to say iv miss you, then other times ill say it and he turns into the big man!
now i no guys are cock suckers but coooome on!
its hard to tell if i am even talking to the same guy at times.

what do you think a waste of my time or shall i just play hard to get?

ummm also trying to think what i should eat today.....

so iv found the busier i keep myself the less i think about food eating everything!

im going to start making a hour to hour plan for my days and plan and pick what and when i am going to eat so i can keep a firm track!
im trying to track down a good food i can munch on! like melon! filling! but no fat ext so its a good one.
im just looking on like google and all that looking at a cali track on nearly all foods! there use to be a web site for cali counting ext which was like my life but because all this fuss about starving teens it got removed from the internet... im sure there will be more though so i am just scanning through!

does anyone know of any good web sites to find some good foods!?
everything seems to be soo high in fat and all at the moment i am having really trouble finding anything....


although i do have one amazing type of food i should pass on! i dont no if it is true but story on the street is that if you eat ceral and fruit ( thats it ) like one bowl a day what ever it wil just fall off you.. but the best part is you dont really get the dizzy head ackes and all...
also porrige is amazing you can eat and eat that without gaining weight and it really fills you!

anyway hope your all well

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